Categories for important peoples in my life ,

FAMILY :

-my parents
-PHB members
-hostel boys

MY BELOVED ONE :

-HER LATE nur izzatul syafikah .

MY 5 V.I.P (U.ME):

-BUHAJAH ALAI MEMENG KU !
-DJ TEEJAAH KU .
-ZAA ! eza
-GMAH
-NISAA

PERADIAN Ma'had :

-alai danny
-benjai
-qistie
-sahmi
-saha
-arif2911
-gabai
-kaw
-kancil
-kong mighul
-jung jung inai

J.G :

-jumat
-abeb
-marwan
-syam
-si ular
-masrun
-gpunk
-matt
-chiaw
and the others yg always backup ako

MATES :

-buhajah nana
-yonyon
-my beloved mate mate
-sis eekaahh

MY NEW FANTASTIC MATE :

-ditchuuu _ juwai

BUDDIES :

all those people that knowin me. : )



i'll always loving y'all guys / girls ! ! :D

I never regret about you ,

This whole year been crazy ,livin without you my dear bestfriend .

But life must go on without you by my side ,

every months , weeks , days , hours , minutes , seconds i still can't forget bout you .Each tears that i've waste for you .It's worthless. but why why ? ?

This is because the girls like you is impossible to find ,

i may have fail to say the word "I LOVE YOU " to you
i may have fail to show you that how much "I LOVE YOU"
during yourlife time .

but i never REGRET that i have LOVE YOU from the start ,

i will keep LOVING YOU until my breath and heartbeats stop.

You will be always in the deep inside of my heart .




Inspired by my love to HER LATE NUR IZZATUL SYAFIKAH :')

My true life story . Part:1

So much pressure in this life of mine , i cry at times .

I was contemplated to die , but i think it back . all i see was her eyes .

No one knows my struggle , they only see the trouble , not knowin'

it's hard to carry on when no one loves you ,

picture me inside the misery of insane ,

no one has ever witnessed struggles i survived

prayin hard for better days, promise to hold on .

true from : u / a

BUHAJAH ALAI MEMENG KU ! ! : )

She's the own of this blog too . .

No worry mate , this is your blog too . you can use it anytime you want , you deserve it .

Anyway SHUKRAN AAAA : )

Her late twins birthday x) ! (ditchuuu)

i'll stay awake for her , just the same way that i do for her late during her birthday x') ,

i'm happy+proud that i'm doin it , it's feel like i stay awake to wait the countdown of her late birthday ! !

It's lighten up my day ! ! huhuhu . .What i'm thinkin of ? ? H m m m m m m m m ~

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y DITCHUUU ! ! ! :' ) S M I L E FOR M E ! ! W I L L YA ? ?

I'm hurt.

aaduhh ! !

Kepalaku , bdanku , tanganku , Habis bangkak ! !

gagagaga . .i'm stupid ! !

My love story :' )

Her late , NUR IZZATUL SHAFIKAH .

For nearly 5 years i know her . For nearly 5 years we were bestfriend . It's a long time to know each other . and it's a great time when my feeling that called "LOVE" occur from my heart

i've hide my feeling for over 1 years. cause i'm scared and lack of confidents to tell her that i love her .

When the time my feeling grow stronger enough , i remember that day it was 18th december 2007. I'm going to tell her bout my feeling over her .and That's the time she fall sick cause of her leukimia (blood cancer).It took one week and two days before the god call hername.

On 27th december 2007 when i received a call from my friend, that's the time i felt lost , half alive , dying , i've felt that my world is going upside down.The time stopped , the world began to quiet.What i heard only my heartbeats and my breaths

.I don't know what to say that time .What i remember is, that i've lost the person that i love most in my entire life. That i couldn't see her smile again neither talk to her, cheer her up again.

That's the time i've changed . I now realised that no one will ever support me anymore when i'm feeling lonely , solitary ,sad

she's everythng to me . She's my sister , teacher , supporter , diamond , sun , moon .

But can i do ? ? "ALLAH MORE LOVING HER THAN I DOES" .

The most thng that i regret in my life is . I never had a chances to tell her " i love you ! " . I hope that she know that i'm loving her ,

i want the entire world know that how much i love and miss you my bestfriend .

May allah bless you , amin !

My story.

I've breathed in this world for nearly 17 years .

17 years with full of tragedies , there's no hapiness day in my life.Only trouble , sadness , insanity ,

cause that's what most people talking about me .What they can only see is my trouble.No one knows my struggle . Fuck fuck ! ! Who are they??to judge me up ! !

Definitely only god can judge me , and who i am . .

i love you !

I LOVE YOU ALL ! !

E.E.Z , DJ TEEJAH , DK.Siti KHAIRANI , meira ,My beloved mate ! !

I've create this blog account , because of my sweet adorable mate ! !

I LOVE YOU MATE ! !

Guys ! can you help me with this sucks blog ! I'm new here ! Hello~

Blaaank eee.

Pa kan ? ?

Nda ku tau menau . .Pasal blog nie..Gagagagagaga !