My love story :' )

Her late , NUR IZZATUL SHAFIKAH .

For nearly 5 years i know her . For nearly 5 years we were bestfriend . It's a long time to know each other . and it's a great time when my feeling that called "LOVE" occur from my heart

i've hide my feeling for over 1 years. cause i'm scared and lack of confidents to tell her that i love her .

When the time my feeling grow stronger enough , i remember that day it was 18th december 2007. I'm going to tell her bout my feeling over her .and That's the time she fall sick cause of her leukimia (blood cancer).It took one week and two days before the god call hername.

On 27th december 2007 when i received a call from my friend, that's the time i felt lost , half alive , dying , i've felt that my world is going upside down.The time stopped , the world began to quiet.What i heard only my heartbeats and my breaths

.I don't know what to say that time .What i remember is, that i've lost the person that i love most in my entire life. That i couldn't see her smile again neither talk to her, cheer her up again.

That's the time i've changed . I now realised that no one will ever support me anymore when i'm feeling lonely , solitary ,sad

she's everythng to me . She's my sister , teacher , supporter , diamond , sun , moon .

But can i do ? ? "ALLAH MORE LOVING HER THAN I DOES" .

The most thng that i regret in my life is . I never had a chances to tell her " i love you ! " . I hope that she know that i'm loving her ,

i want the entire world know that how much i love and miss you my bestfriend .

May allah bless you , amin !